4 years with my Bebe ♥

Hi there, Bebe. I was planning on making you a vector art like what you gave me on my birthday, but… 1) I don’t know how 2) I don’t have an Illustrator because idk how to use Photoshop 3) you might think I am gaya gaya and poser 4) I might look like a trying hard wannabe vector maker 5) I’m too lazy. HIHIHI

So I just made you something simple but overflowing with love <3 HIHIHI

You know how much I love you, I don’t need to tell you everyday because you know that I do, forever and always to infinity and beyond. :*

I know that I always want to argue and fight with you, but don’t worry, you know that I’m just kidding. >:D< hihi. I love you so much that fighting with you is the last thing that I want to have with you. :”> I just want your lambing and sweetness. HIHIHI.

Happy Anniversary, baby! I love you! :)

I thank God for giving you to me. You are the bestest sister friend girlfriend whoever you can be, even wonderwoman and batman and spiderman, my superhero and lover and everything. HIHI. I am happy I have you in my life.

Mwamwa. Tsup tsup. Hug hug. Laplap. Kisskiss. Hihihihihihihihihihi. :*>:D<

Day 12–Screenshot of your desktop

Hehehehehehe. :))

Day 11–What is your favorite quote?

I don’t have any. I think.

So I Googled “my favorite quote” and got this one =))

“ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE.” – John Lennon

Haha. Well it makes sense, k? AHIHI. At church, we’ve been discussing about love. Hihi. On how we can show it, how we can express it, etc etc.

Really, we do need love. EVERYTIME. We need love when we forgive, we need love to be at peace, etc.

Hmm. Anw, if I’ll answer this without googling quotes from the internet. I would say, hmm, “Don’t live life too seriously or you’ll never get out of it alive.”. I got this quote somewhere before before, and at first I liked it because its kinda deep =)))))) You know, like, “WOAH MACOPY PASTE NGA, COOL EH HAHHAAHAH”. But if you’ll think about it, it’s true. :)

Anw, whatever. I just wanna finish this challenge. Bye!

Wele leng :))

Thank you to my parents and siblings, who are so amazing. :) I love you.

Thank you, God. For a wonderful and blessed 19 years here on Earth. :) I LOVE YOU.

Thank you to my relatives [Titas, Titos, and cousins], who called and greeted me and celebrated my birthday with me. Hihi. I love you.

Thank you, to my bestfriends, who made my day extra special. :) You know who you are. I love you.

Thank you, to my friends, who gave me gifts and somethings. :) I love you.

Thank you to those who remembered and greeted me via SMS or IM. Because I know Globe/Sun/Smart/YM won’t remind my friends that it’s my birthday. =)) HAHAHAHA! I love you.

Thank you also to those who greeted me on Facebook. Thank you FB, for reminding them that it’s my birthday. Even to those who I don’t know or who I’m not close to, thank you. :) I love you.

THANK YOU EVEYRONE!! Hihihi. <3 I love you, guys!

From my Bebe, who made a vector art of me <3 hihi. She is so good and telented! I love her very very much! And also a very cute card by my bebe. HIHI.

Also, thank you to Ginnil Aleksi’s greeting card!! Hihihi. Thank youuu! I appreciate it very much! I love you! <3

From my wonderful bestfriends, Rella, Sandra, Glenn and Yagy (and M.I.A. hahaha)!! :) Thank you very very much! Hihihihi.

Godbless, everyone! ;) I LOVE YOU!

P.S. I STILL FEEL OLD AND WRINKLED. :| =)) LOLJK. I really feel old because I really think that 18 is like the last age of being young. </3 HUHU. HAHA.

19th Birthday ♥

I don’t feel like celebrating my nineteenth birthday because 1) I don’t want to feel old 2) I am a year closer to getting OLD becase A) 18 is like the youngest among all the oldest B) when you’re 20, you’re OLD and when you’re 19, you’re getting there. =)) HAHAHAHA. PARANOID BA =)) HAHAHAHAH

Today, I woke up at around 6:40 AM to get ready for my first day of summer class <3 HIHI. Hmm.

Sir Ruben was late and we had our class at around 8:30AM, ata? Haha. He discussed our first lecture and gave us an assignment to read something about timber and trees bla bla. =)) Haha.

After that, he informed us that our class will be dissolved if we don’t have our subject petitioned :| And we should add more fees because we’re only 7 in our class. IDK WHAT THEY WANT!!! So mahal the subject! =)) But it’s okay, I really want to be regular next sem <3 Hihi

After going back and forth twice from Beato to the Main Building, we were done! GOSH. We just need to assess our subject again.

I waited for my cousins at the bench near Pav 1, and I saw Richie and Charlos. So they accompanied me while I was waiting.

When my cousins arrived, I was sooooo sleepy. But Tita Tessie called us to eat lunch outside. So we did. We ate at Tomas Morato Yaki Mix and I paid for our meal because Tita said it was my birthday and I was supposed to pay for it =)) HAHA. K.

Tita asked me to drive her to a doctor because she had some skin allergy from fruits or whatever airborne radiation there is roaming around the Philippines. =))

I drove her around the Scout area to look for a house then went to Capitol Medical for her check up.

My cousins and I waited in the car for her in the parking lot. It was freaking hot :| AS IN BONGGA. Tulo pawis! IPON PAWIS! Peste. And I was so sleepy, so I fell asleep while waiting. And ugh, I woke up with sweaty face and back!! and my head was hurting like mabgtajgsbvlhgn!!!! We’ve been waiting for 40 mins in the car and getting cooked under the sun! =))

So I called Tita and asked if she will still take long, she said she’s next and I asked if we could go home na, because I can’t take the heat and sleepiness! HAHA.

We went home and I fell asleep immediately.

Then my cousin woke me up and said, “Sila Rella andyan sa baba.”. =))))) HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! FAIL TALAGA. FAIL NA FAIL! EPIC! =)))

So I woke up and went to the other room to check my computer. Haha. I don’t want to ruin their surprise by surprising them while preparing the cake, dba? =)) HAHA.

So I went back to the room but they [Rella holding a doll, Sandra holding the cake, Glenn with a red ribbon tied in his head while holding a card, ATA and Yago who was holding the card, ATA] were already going upstairs so I just said, “Ang baduy nyo!”. =)) HAAHAH

They gave me this very cute Chiwawa doll <3 HIHI. And a chocolate cake and a BIIIIIG card! :”> hihihi. And a calendar ballpen =)) HAHA.

They made my day. :) Even there was someone who was M.I.A. =)) Haha.

Thank you guys for the wonderful appearance! Ano daw =)) Haha.

Thank you talaga, for the gifts and fail surprise and fun. :) I LOVE YOU, GUYS! ♥ Hihi.

We ordered pizzaSSS and mojos. We ate and ate and kwento kwento and kulit kulit. It’s really fun being with them. :) Happiness.

After that, they went home na at around 11PM(?). Haha.

I went upstairs to check my computer again and thanked my friends who greeted me on Facebook. Haha. LOL.

Kbye. Goodnight ;)

Day 10 -- If you could only live off on food and one beverage for the rest of your days, what would they be?

I would choose water over anything. Haha. It’s the thing beverage ever. I swear. I love iced tea / juices or Coke, but I’d rather drink water than thos stuff. Water really relinquish your thirst, swear. Hahaha. :))))

For food? Hmm. I would choose, my favorite fried chicken ever. I can only eat that every time I get home here in Isabela. So yea. It is really my favorite chicken EVER. Especially it’s skin. =P~ UHAKJdna.;kgfbelb!!

Or maybe Pinapaitan / Papaitan. Hahaha. Whichever. :))

That’s all. Goodnight :)

Really now?

When someone tells me that I am a bitch and makes up stories that I did this and that. Ohhh, really now?

If you want me to be a bitch, just tell me, I’ll do it just for you. Okay? But if you tell me that I wasn’t being a friend, so then, we’ll not be friends. Okay?

You don’t want me to think of negative possibilities and shits about you? THEN DON’T MAKE ONE. Gosh. Okay.

I won’t be wasting my time letting someone go with someone in that situation, but yes I did, because maybe I trusted you. But now? LET ME GUESS, I guess, I don’t.

If you think someone is thinking negative stuff about you, maybe because that is your own mess and you never fixed it immediately. Don’t blame someone for your own mess, because let me tell you, if I wanted to, I would have messed your situation even before it even started.

You can blame me all you want, I just want what is right for * and if I would have the guts to tell * to do what is really right, I would have. But I didn’t because I saw that you were happy together.

I don’t want to come between the two of you, okay? I just care for *.

And get a life. What is wrong with you, you perv. LOLJK. =)))) HAHAHAHA.

You can be so selfish, you know that? Just saying.

Night. Sorry for this hate post, I just really want to let out my anger. Bye. :)

Day 9 -- Pet Peeves

What are pet peeves? Things that irritates / annoys someone? OHHH, I’ve got a lot! :)) LOLJK.

1. People who posts pictures and say “Ang taba ko na”, but all you can see is him bragging his “g@dg3tzz n’ giZZmozz”. :| Like there is a iMac there, a Macbook there and a HTC phone there and there and everywhere and all his collection of LENSES and camerazzz. Like wth, kung mataba ka, ipakita mo nalang katawan mo. KAYA NGA MAY CROP EH! DUH. Kesa mga gamit mo lang nakikita. ASAN YUNG TABA DUN! TABA SA YABANG?!?!?! Kairita lang. :|

2. Crowded places. It will annoy me so much that I will start being masungit and ill-tempered :|

3. Maarte people. Like those who make paarte arte like this. LIKE WTF, TAGA SAN KA?!?! :| KAIRITA =))

4. I hate waiting. NEVER THE MOST PATIENT PERSON IN THE WORLD. Even for a minute, I want them to come first before me. Haha. It will make me quiet and annoyed for some time. Haha. Seriously, I hate waiting for people. I am not patient. But I am the most unfair person alive :)) Sometimes, I make people wait for me and I hate it when they get annoyed because I took so long to arrive. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH =))))) IKR, I’m that mean and rude.

5. HYPOCRITES. You know why. The word itself says it all.

6. I don’t like people who doesn’t answer me the way I want them to. Haha. :)) If you get on my nerves, I’ll not talk to you and just be irritated for you until I calm down. Hahaha.

7. People who walk SLOW. :| They are so annoying. Why not go in a park, go there and walk for 2841317590137 hours for a single step!! Some people are in a hurry, stop talking and chatting about whatever when you know you’re just blocking the way!

8. Oh yes, as what I’ve said on number 7, people who blocks the way! Especially the hallways or stairs :| NUBAAAA. Sayo yan? SAYO YAN!??! Tas kahit makikita na nilang may dadaan, di pa sila gagalaw. Kahit magexcuse kapa! Kelangan kapa kalabitin ng kaibigan mong nakaharang din bago ka gagalaw. MASYADONG SPECIAL YUNG TINATAPAKAN MO?!?! IUWI MO, SIGE!!

9. People who cross the streets bigla :| Lalo na pag GO signal yung traffic light. Shet, asahan mong iinit ulo ko at mumurahin yung taong tumatawid =)) POTATO! HAHAHAHHA. Tae kasi, TATAWID KA PAG GO?! Para sayo ba yung GO? Sasakyan kaba? Kairita. :|

10. Lalo na mga motor at sasakyan na biglang sisingit. :| AY AY AYYYYYY…

11. People who thinks that they are the center of attention :| Seriously? Do you think the world revolves around you? Get a life. :|

12. Backstabbers. Plastics. Mean girls. Tupperware. Orocan. Nonsense. MABABAW. Selfish. Unreasonable. Inconsiderate. NAGMAMARUNONG. NAGMAMAGALING. KSP. Immature. Haha. You also know why. LOL. Ako na feeling perfect. :| KBYE. Joke. Madali lang talaga akong mairita sa kahit anong bagay, that’s why I am masungit always. </3

13. Me. Hahahahaha. =)) When I get irritated and annoyed with the things written above. Hahaha. I get annoyed with myself. :)) LOL.

14. Whenever I don’t get something done by myself. :| Like when I’m using Revit then I don’t know what to do next, I will get annoyed and start saying bad things then be annoyed more then just delete the whole thing off and hit the X button :)) Hahahahahaha. I am a lazy ass. I want things done easily. :| I’m not patient nga dba.

15. Last na! Yung magpopost ng picture, tapos nakasulat, © *insert your name here*, pero makikita mo, andun siya sa picture :| WTH. So SHOT MO YAN? SO SHOT MO?! KAW NA PRO! KAW NA!!! Kaya mong maging photographer at model, same time same place!!

IDK, I know all of these are bad traits. I KNOW. Hahaha. I am avoiding saying bad words and I am trying to control my anger whenever possible. Hihi. :) I need to! Ya kno. Because I know for myself that I am also doing these stuff unconsciously and people also get annoyed if I’m doing them. So yea, I’m trying to be more reasonable and fair. HAHA. I AM TRYING MY BEST! YA KNO.

Bebe said, if I wanna say a bad word, I’ll say POTATO. Hahaha. =)) HAHAHA. But I thought it was PATATAS. HAHAHA. Sorry na, ako na tagalog version. Hahaha. :))))

Goodnight people! :) GOD Bless you all! :*

Day 8 -- Three things you wanna say to three different people

1. I love you. Thank you, for everything. :)

2. Stop. It’s really annoying. Just stop. You’re making things hard for me. Bla.

3. Hehe. You are annoying as you are. But yea. I still miss everything. :)

I don’t want to say a lot of things. Haha. I’m tamad. I know someone will get who I’m pertaining to these numbers.

Goodnight and Godbless, everyone ;)

Day 7 -- Do you read? What are your favorite books?

I read a lot. If there is one thing that could make me happy, it’s reading and books.

If you’re asking my favorite books, I would answer a lot. HAHA =)) Just like how I answered Day 6 challenge. Hahahaha. But then again. Ya kno. Haha.

I will just list a number of books that I can remember. Haha.

1. Carribean Cruisin’ -- IDK why, but I really love the book. It’s not one of those Paulo Coelho books that will make your brain twist and turn and dunk! :)) It’s just a chic feel good book. Hihi

2. Maggie Steifvater books (Shiver, Linger and sooooon, Forever :”>) -- At first, I regretted ever buying the first book. I don’t even get the story until I read the middle part. Haha. That’s when I knew I loved the boooook! <3 Hihi. I wish Forever will be released soon!!

3. Mates, Dates series -- It’s one of the first books that I have read and collected :)

4. Memoirs of a Teenage Amnesiac -- Haha. It’s a good book. Swear. :) Haha. I think, Evermore is also a good book! It’s by Zevin also, it is currently on my pile of soon-to-be-read-books hahahahahaha

5. Sophie Kinsella books -- Haha. I love her other books, but I don’t read her Shopaholic series. Also her Madeleine Wickham books :)

6. Hunger Games Trilogy -- You know why.

7. Nicholas Sparks novels -- You also know why.

8. Diary of a Wimpy Kid -- It’s the cutest! Hahaha

9. The Carousel -- I read this book for a book report then end up loving the story :)

10. Twilight Saga -- Hahahahaha.

11. Vince’s Life Trilogy -- Hahaha. It’s nice. Bat ba. :))

12. Bob Ong books.

13. The Doppelganger Chronicles -- It’s a comic-type book. And it’s kind of a Christian book.

Hahaha. I think. I LOVE ALL MY BOOKS :) Every story is different, so every story has its own special something in it that everyone would really love!!

Hihi.

Day 6 -- What band or musician is most important to you?

IRDK. Haha. :)) I really really really don’t know.

I am not that into music or what. I love to sing and listen to music, but, I don’t actually list who I want most. I just listen to them and just enjoy. Haha.

But if I can list the bands / musician I really love listening to at the moment. Hmm.

1. Hillsong
2. Panic at the Disco
3. Youtube stars =)) Haha.
4. The Last Goodnight
5. Flobots
6. John Meyer
8. Danger Radio
9. David Choi
10. Maroon 5

And more. Hahaha =)) Katamad eh!

Annoying Obsession

I have this annoying obsession / mannerism where I try to peel my skin off, especially the ones on my toenails and lips. :| Haha.

When I am doing nothing, that’s what I do. Especially when I am just staring at my monitor, trying to watch a movie, staring into something or just by doing nothing.

Last last last night, I tried peeling the skin off the callous part of my toes. I was watching a tv series that time then I didn’t realize that I was peeling a thick layer of my skin already =)) HAHAHA! It was already 3AM that time and I don’t have any first aid kit in my room, so I waited for tomorrow to clean my wound. Hihi.

Yes, the wound was small but it bled and it was hard to step on it!

Anw, I also love peeling the dry skin off my lips everyday. Hahahaha. Sometimes, it just hurts and sometimes it bleeds. But I don’t care anymore, maybe out of getting used to or IDK really. Maybe I just don’t like the feeling of my lips brushing together and it’s rough / chapped. LOL.

My Mum said I was a sadist by doing these things =)))) IDK! Whatever. Hahaha. At least, I don’t peel other peoples lips / toes, noh! Hahahahahaha!

Also, I love touching my kilay, EYEBROWS! Hahaha. And eyelashes. Hahaha. IDK why, I think it calms me down. Or IDK. Just a mannerism / obsession. It’s kinda annoying really, my eyelashes sometimes fall out because of this =)) HAHAHA. And now I have the shortest and thinnest and baldest eyelashes ever!! LOLJK. Hahahahahaha.

Just a random blog because right na na na, I can’t open my mouth without being cautious, because the wounds are mahapdi. They are too long because I tried peeling it up to the inside of my mouth, well, not too inside! YAH KNO. Haha.

BYE NIGHT! :) Hahaha. :*

Day 5 -- 5 places you want to visit

Hmm. IDK, really. Haha.

1. EUROPE.
2. United States, like, New York, Washington D.C., San Francisco, anywhere. HAHAHA
3. Egypt. Babylon. Wherever. Haha
4. Miami. Las Vegas.
5. Where all the great beaches and waterfalls are. LOLJK. Hawaii, maybe.

I want to travel to a lot of places, I just don’t have them listed by numbers. Gosh. Never knew it should be from top 1 to top something.

Night! :)

Day 4 -- The meaning behind your Blogger(?) name

HAHAHA. Weeeeeell, I am posting this challenges here on my blogger, so yes.

My Tumblr and Blogger URL are just the same, so there’s no difference.

The meaning behind it is really deep and confidential! It is myyyy…

NAME :| Nickname actually. I just repeated “Sande” twice, and TADA, I have a cool username! =)) LALALA

Night guys! :)

:)

Thank you thank you thank you thank youuu, LORD. :)

You are indeed great and wonderful! Thank you.

Have a blessed and fun Sunday, everyone. :) Hihi

Day 3 -- Your day in great detail.

Hmm. Today, I was supposed to do some drafting for my Duddy. But then, as expected, I didn’t wake up. So yea.

I woke up for lunch then tried sleeping but didn’t feel like sleeping again. Because 1) I watched Eat Bulaga and enjoyed watching it so I felt my body wake up, 2) I was waiting for my café to finish its dish, 3) I watched a tv show. So yea.

I TOOK A BATH BEFORE GOING TO PIO’S!!! HAHA. =)) Whenever I am here, I am always lazy to take a bath. Hihihihi. That’s why I feel like it’s an achievement! LOLJK.

So yea. Duddy got this second hand service truck for his business and we went to get it from the shop because he wants the truck to be polished and cleansed blabla. After that, he decided we use it to go to Pio’s =)) HAHA. You know, just for fun. My Dud can really be childish if he wants to.

The truck is manual, ofcourse, and Dud has stopped driving manual cars for IDK how long! So yea, it was okay. Haha =)) At first, he gets confused with the switching of the gear and all, but got the hang of it after a while.

It was nice, the windshield was sooooo biiig =)) I felt that we didn’t have a windshield at all. You can see everything!! Maybe because it also didn’t have a tint on it! Whatever.

HAHAHA. K.

When we arrived at Pio’s, Tita Tessie was singing in her karaoke blabla. Sooo, she let me sing songs, OLD SONGS, again and again and again until it was time for dinner. LOL. We enjoyed, bat ba!

Duddy and Tita Luz went out for a ride with the new truck =)) HAHAHAHA.

A friend told me a very very great news, and it made my day! ;) Hihi. Thank you friend and thank you so so sooo much, Lord. :)

So when we got home, I asked my sister if I can use her iTunes load to buy something. Haha. Then I saw that the load was only 0.05$ :)) HAHAHAHA. Then I told her abt it, then she panicked bec she knows that she still have $$ in her account. LOL. It was just a mistake, MY MISTAKE. =)) HAHA. Because she still have $$ in her account!! HAHAHA. I checked iTunes again for the second time and yes, she still have $$. HAHA. Sorry na! Epal lang.

And now, I am blogging and will be watching a Thai movie and finish season2 of the series that I am watching. Lalala..

Kbye. Whatever blabla. Haha.

Night people! :*

Day 2 – 10 likes and dislikes

Likes

1. Books. Anything with an interesting plot.
2. Movies / TV shows.
3. Monkeys. Turtles.
4. CSI.
5. Sleeping. Spending time in our home and being alone in my bed. LOLJK. Haha 
6. Spending time with my family / close friends. :> Hihi.
7. Clothes. Jk. Hahaha. Yes, clothes.
8. Potatoes. According to my bebe. Haha.
9. Annoying people. Bullying people.
10. Talking? Hahaha. LOL. I can’t think of anything really. IDK why.
11. Beach. Hihi.

Dislikes

1. People annoying me. People bullying me. HAHAHAHAHA =))
2. Crowded places.
3. Noisy places.
4. Unreasonable people! Inconsiderate people! And people-I-really-can’t-understand-why-they’re-like-this-and-that! Immature and nonsense people! GAH! Now I’m annoyed.
5. Philippine traffic and cars and whatever that is in and on the road!!! =))
6. Maarte people. Annoying people. Especially the ones who are papansin and KSP and and plastic and epal and IDK why they act like that stupid people.
7. Snorkling. Hmm. I like to snorkel but I don’t want to because I DISLIKE THE FISHES! HAHAHAHAHAHA
8. Overthinking. Overanalyzing things :| Lalala…
9. Reptiles. Lizards. Snakes. Anything with a scale. UGH @_@
10. Rodents. ESPECIALLY RATS :|
11. PIMPLES :)))))
12. Waiting. :|